I reread my last post from the other day and the one from January and they are almost identical. I let myself feel so wretched and pathetic and I just have to snap out of it. I can't make someone love me. I can't expect someone to just say "Hey. lets date." when I don't put myself out there enough. Though, sometimes it feels like its all I do. But, I know its not. I know I have to snap out of this funk and accept whatever it is. I want a chance with this guy in ATL but the shit he is going through is really hard on him and the last thing I want to do is push him or make him feel like I am expecting something from him. I dig him so much, but its just a shitty situation at the moment.
I will not let this feeling of inadequacy break me. I know in my heart that there is something better out there.
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